Sam's Blog

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I cleaned out most of my desk yesterday. I carried the box full of stuff home. It's a weird feeling. I said goodbye to some nurses that I wouldn't see because they only work a few days a week and will not be there for my going away party tomorrow. It's kinda bittersweet in a way. I am happy for the new job, but I will miss all of my coworkers so much. I know that I will meet new ones, but the relationships that I've formed here are wonderful and I will miss them. It was weird because as i said my goodbyes yesterday (and even today) I was surprised that I was not emotional at all. It's very unusual for me not to be. Maybe it's denial? Maybe I haven't really realized that I am leaving for good? I don't know. Maybe my body is saving up for tomorrow because it will be my official last day? It's such a weird feeling for me though. I don't know what to do about it but live it. I guess that's all I can do at this point. I know that I will keep in touch as best as I can and try to visit, but I know that it will not be the same. It never is.