Sam's Blog

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I woke up not feeling that great. I hope this feeling subsides soon, or else my day will not be pleasant. I’ve got a lot going on the rest of the week with the film shoot in the desert and everything else. It’s going to be so crazy!

M and I had a conversation last night over dinner (chicken tikka masala, yum!) about how different our lives have been after moving to LA. She had just returned from Modesto and she realized that the only reason why she goes back is for her family and she doesn’t really miss the actual city. I kinda miss it because I haven’t been back in years (because I have not really had a reason to ever go back). There are new shops and housing developments all around, which is a good thing for the city, but I am sure that it will feel more and more like an unfamiliar place to me as time goes on.

I think that M knows me very well, considering the fact that we’ve known each other for over 10 years. We came to the same conclusion last night. We realized how fortunate we are to be here in LA at this very moment in our lives. The events of this past weekend only reinforces this notion because I was able to see almost all of the people that I care about within the span of three days. To me, that’s all that I need. I am content and so is M because she is in a similar situation with her friends. We have decided to enjoy it as much as we can because we don’t want to look back and regret anything. I hope all of my friends do the same because once we get a little older and married and such, what we have right now may not exist. It saddens me to think about it, but such is life.

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Costco wasn't so bad today. I had to get a whole bunch of stuff for the film and I kinda went over budget already. I don't feel too confident about htis weekend because I really don't know what I'm doing. I've never been on the set of anything before and now I'm going to be working on it. I don't know what Jamie is expecting or what the crew is expecting. I'm kinda going in there blindly and hoping for the best. But it is my first time, so I am hoping to learn a lot from it...I just got off the phone with her and I am feeling better about it now, yay.

I had dinner with Jon and Nate tonight at Paco's Tacos. I get random cravings for good Mexican food and it's the best place to go to satisfy it. It's so fun to hang out with those guys. They've known each other since they were 8 years old in St. Louis and they have such great chemistry. It's fun to sit there and watch them talk about everything from perfect breasts to Fatboy Slim. We're all fairly busy nowadays so it's nice to be able to spontaneously have dinner with them, especially Nate because he lives so far far away in his mansion.

I feel better than I did earlier today. Yay! And it didn't rain at all.

SATC quote of the day:
Random guy: Every girlfriend I've had wants me to change something. Change your job, change your friends, change your attitude...The only thing I change is girlfriends. (Season 2 - Old Dogs, New Dicks)